I initially withdrew from people and friends and became depressed about life. I am lucky to have people around me who believed in me and stood by me even if they didn't always know where I was or didn't return their phone calls. I found myself looking through my favorite publication, Fine Woodworking, when saw a picture of a coffee table and I knew that I had to build it. The table was designed by Seth Barrett from New York. I changed a few things to make it a little more me and I went through the beginning of my new life philosophy with this table as a goal. The only way for me to take the new steps of change was to complete this table. It provided a break from everything that was real and difficult. A couple of hours here and there were often all that I needed to catch a breath between hospital visits. The shop became a sanctuary of sort.
The table fascinated me because of its design. If you look at the top at a certain angle it almost appears to float because it doesn't rest on the legs. I really enjoyed its architectural elements and every piece supports another piece and so on until you have a coffee table. I think that applies to my life a little. I have a great supporting cast around me and they all lift me higher. I would not be who I was if it wasn't for those people. I think of everyone of you when I sit down and look at this table. The day came when finally conquered my goal. I am still working on myself but I am a lot better than I was.
Sadly my mother never got to see this table in its completed form. I dedicate it to her and all the people around me who have made life something to treasure....